Content advisory

This is a messy book, about messy characters in messy situations. The main point of view character suffers from anxiety and depression, including on page panic attacks and dissociation. There is also repeated on page drug and alcohol use, violence, homophobia (verbal, implied violent), bullying, transphobia (misnaming, off page deadnaming, misgendering) as well as various forms of child abuse and neglect.

Below you will find a page numbered content advisory that you can ctrl+f to search. Take care of your mental health, friends! (and enemies, and those yet to be classified)

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Page numbered content advisory

1: blood, arrest, police, handcuffs, dissociation, injury

2: blood

4: off page bullying (physical and verbal)

5,6: depression, anxiety

7: transphobia

8: bullying (verbal), anxiety, panic attack

16: internal misgendering re. Past

21, 22: police, handcuffs, ref to drugs and alcohol, dissociation

24: alcoholism

25: off page violence / verbal abuse

30: misgendering

32: panic attack and dissociation

35: police, blood, death, ref to alcohol and drugs

41: ref to past bullying (verbal and physical)

43: ref to parental abuse, ref to alcoholism, anxiety

51: police, handcuffs, ref to drugs and alcohol

54: ref to bullying

58: implied child neglect

63-67: cannabis

68: police, discussion of murder

73: emotional manipulation

74-87: alcohol, drugs, smoking,

76: vomiting

83: verbal abuse

84: physical abuse (minor, no injury)

85-87: on page panic attack and dissociation

89: ref to alcohol, panic, murder

90: anxiety

91: ref to drugs

94-97: on page magic mushroom use and experience

103: death of a sibling mentioned

104: skateboard / car accident (minor collision), blood, minor injury

111: off page deadnaming, on page misgendering

113: ref to suicidal ideation

115: child abuse/ neglect

116: mention of vomit

118: cannabis use, grief

121: ref to bullying

123: skatebord accident (minor)

127: alcohol, mention of child abuse (physical)

129: on page homophobia, verbal abuse, adult man threatening a minor

130 alcohol

135: cannabis, ecstacy

137: discussion of death of a sibling

145: on page tattoo

149: homophobia

150: child abuse and neglect, domestic violence, misgendering

160-164: cannabis, alcohol, discussion of past bullying

165-66: mild sexual content

168: ref to handcuffs / arrest,

174: ref to unstable home

178-180: alcohol

179: minor injury, blood

187: minor injury, blood

190: dysphoria, ref to top surgery

190-203: alcohol

191: anxiety, ref to alcoholism, ref to verbal child abuse

197: cannabis, ref to unstable homelife

199: violence, fight, blood, injuries, mace

205-207: ref to alcohol

208-233: alcohol, cannabis

214: grieving, ref to death, ref to sibling death, ref to murder

218: ref to cannabis, ref to anxiety,

220-233: drugs

223: police

224-226: grieving, ref to death, ref to sibling death, ref to murder, cannabis

227: blood

229: kissing (various)

232-33: outing, internal homophobia

234-36: cannabis, minor nudity

239: ref to suicidal ideation

244: intense imagery, drugs

246-47: blood, on page death

250: tasering, violence, restraints

251: ref to outing, head injury,

252-256: violence

262-64: alcohol